believe me, i have long story to tell about.
so many journeys ive thru to, i even cant speak it up.
maturity takes me on another level, it pulls me up. Someday i felt broke and want die instead of surviving, universe helps me out and pass thru. Im so grateful that i still live until now(eventho im the most wanted person by people who wants to kill me XD). Even sometimes i cant accept my own self, universe still accepted me, they send me so many things that i loved, it makes me stronger than before.
Broken, sad, anger, madness, emptiness has fulfill me in few years. I have no emotion, no empathy, careless, and being bad to everyone. I felt guilty already and i cant fixed it, i just dont know how to react this condition. Day by days, month by months, year by years i just thinking abt ended my own life.
Until..
SHE comes..........
SHE makes me forgot about that, SHE makes me think about surviving all this kind of shit.
aahh, i feel like im about to collapse when i met her. She's to perfect for me.
She bring me joy, happiness, laugh, comfort, and careful that i was wanted for entire my life. My world has changes in just a seconds, i felt like im a different person right now "this is not old you" that was what im thinking that time.
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