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Betty Herlina Simangunsong

i wrote this for you, i wrote this as an undelivered message that i cant confess to you.

Its okay being freaked out, its okay you felt depressed, have some hard times, and cry all the time. But, it aint right if you feel you dont have anyone or you dont need anyone. You cant handle this alone, you cant always hurting yourself. I just want to help you always, but i dont know how if you dont say any words to me. I just cant let you down like this. I wanna cheer you up, wanna makes you smile, wanna sunshine your days. You're my everything you know? when i say i love you, i really mean it. The love that i want to marry you, the love that i will risk my life for you, im okay with all of that for your happiness. You exposed that you have 'that' depression, YOU THINK I DONT KNOW HOW YOU FEEL? I KNOW AND I WANT HELP YOU OUT, BECAUSE I HAVE SAME MAJOR DEPRESSION.

I just want you to be fine, to be alright.

I always think that i cant be your cure, bcs you never want to have conversation with me when you tired or depressed. But im begging you babe. Let me help you, let me try my best for you. And i begging you to rely on me, make me your own diary. Dont ever thinking that i dont want to know your stories or your problems. THAT IS ALL I WANT FROM YOU.

Im sorry always make you hassled, but right now please. Please make me feel hassles :)

You was tell me that i wasnt get my rainbow from God, no! i already got you :)

You're my rainbow, my precious, and the apple of my eye

so, be strong babe... I want you to survive

never hesitate to ask my help

for the rest of my life, i will always love you by :)

ps. GE <3